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10月26日

申请医学院

打算申请Vandy和McGill,希望很小,但不试不甘心啊。 Good luck!
11月3日

soccor

intramural soccor game is over, and in the last one I pretty much grab the feelings. It's a damned good idea to go for the last one. Pretty know some people. The end is pretty good althoug the path was not very happy. We are a gang play sort of happy soccor. At last we have more fun than other teams. It's kinda optimistical. However I am going to refreshing my shoes and I am going to kick the ass of the guys who kicked ours. The other team, 3 forwards, one Carose, one Inzazin, one Veri, shit. Pass is really good. Lose a lot, but we are going for fun next week. I should have this style of optimism. So the conclusion, if you want to do sth, go for it. Don't worry about that you maybe shamed. On the one hand, keep happy, holding hope, on the other hand, work as smart and as hard as you can. to the good direction. Finally you'll be fine. Be a workaholic. If you even dare not go for it, 100% you'll not be able to do it. Keep challenge yourself. The start is pretty bad, but I turn the tide as last. It would be much nicer if I did it at first. But it's more valuable to get back after falling.
11月1日

stick to detals

everyone is fairly the same, but look at details, and you can tell the differnece pretty easy! So my detailism, my believe, my creed!

2005 Taylor Prize lectures

It's pretty fantastic day. although it's not a party day.
 
OK, seriously, I am going to tell something really illuminating to me.
 
1. somehow I think where to get a phd is important. Tony Pawson and Roger Stien Cambridge, others either McGill or whatever Canadian institutions. I don't have any attitude toward Canadian institutions, by the way. Anyway, it's whacky, but I still think it does matter, more or less.
 
2. Chinese people have sorta philosophy thinking. And they are able to feed people for a life by teaching them how to think, just like how to fish.
 
3. Chinese are able to involved in the Western society, OH, excuse me, should I say Americans? Whatever, but they work hard(checking slides even before the show time), they are really good, pretty renowed and know details of what they are doing, although they don't do experiment. But they are working in their way, high efficient way. They can pretty much handle all the information thrown into them and process with the bright mind and use the most efficient way to pass what they think, both good and drawbacks, to the people. Summarying by " the question is ...", they give out the answer, nice job. I could not say anything but they are doing a great job. They are scientist plus actor/actresses.  I see the ex-extream, if it's not, of both inteligence, memorial ability, communicating capacity.
 
4. No loser today, obviously, but I don't know who is the largest winner. Probably not the recipient of whatever prize. You know, it actually makes me think: the society is doing science a good since a lot of people are doing the nice job and they are pretty happy, I mean they are coined to do this. That's about the society, seems not people since you can see chinese developing pretty good here. Another thing keeps bugging me: whether I can contribute to sciecne in an indirect way, make money and donation to science. Obviously I am not as bright as them. Maybe I should not directly serve science.
 
 
PS: no idea what I am talking about. Anyone helps me out? commments welcome
10月31日

蒺藜就是带倒刺的种子

就是某些没有脚的植物,为了把种子洒遍天涯海角,设计的狠毒武器, 倒刺真是挺管用的, 想想武侠小说里说的铁蒺藜,肯定很可怕, 打在身上要掉层皮阿,

老东西不一定要淘汰

虽然web radio比较流行,但马某还是喜欢传统的收音机, 用电脑听radio多浪费资源阿,普通收音机即省电,有方便,不会死机,好!可能以后会淘汰吧, 当电脑一样省电,方便,不会死机,呵呵,可能吗? 虽然比较渺茫,但很难说没可能啊
10月30日

刷街计划突破性进展

今天刷街可刷了个痛快,在晓军和陆成的保护下终于上了大路,从western rd到一条沿河的小路,好多鸟啊,鸭子,鹅,大雁,都不怕人,好多人啊,走的,跑的,滑的,老的少得, 挺好玩的。糗事就是挂了一身藜棘,好难弄掉啊:(
看到一群人在玩花样,还是有点水平,以后有机会也玩点花样,:)
下很陡的坡还是没信心,还把晓军拉倒了一次,-_-!
总之还是长了好多经验,虽然很累。 我坚信,我的刷街计划(刷遍伦敦的每个角落)肯定能够成功。哈哈
10月25日

老外跑的好快啊

周日去刷街,一个老外在前面20米开外跑步,本打算超之, 居然怎么都没跟上,呵呵,pfpf
10月18日

中国二氧化氮排放量激增

1996-2004年,中国华北地区二氧化氮排放量已约50%年增长率激增,并且还有加剧的趋势。
中国经济的腾飞,需要计算环境成本。把这个因素加进去,经济增长率才有说服力。
大家清楚西方走的“先污染后治理”的“老路”,但好像我们还要走老路。
个人也一样,先犯错,临死前忏悔。 先把身体搞垮,再用积累的钱治病。现有的东西因该珍惜,牺牲现有的东西不一定能换得更好的。
10月17日

天天求变

变化是很痛苦的, 问问脱壳的毛虫,它一定说痛,但如果不经历刻骨铭心的痛,它们不但变不成蝴蝶,还要死在壳子里。
人们具有天生的惰性,更可怕的是感觉不到的惰性,如思维定势,办事情,想问题固定的模式与思路,后果就是好多人的思想已经死在脑壳里了,这是真正意义的安乐死,没有痛苦,还有快感和成就感,因为每天可以不犯错,拥有“成熟”的办事作风。缺少儿时的想象力,多了知识,经历(有时是事故)的禁锢,思想难得不死。 给自己下一剂猛药:每天要活出特点,每天都不相同,每天都有所痛苦,真如“痛并快乐”一样。
今天撕掉昨日的外壳了嘛?
10月15日

中华民族缺点2--没有精品意识

和室友讨论,中国是世界工厂,其实不确且,是裤子工厂,美国也是世界工厂,飞机工厂。 什么时候每架战机屁股上都刻着:made in China, 再嚷中国威胁论。 如果说小村子里一家打造兵器的(家里嘛都有,钩枪剑戟,棍棒刀叉)整天围着一家裁缝店老板说:”我感到生命受到了你的威胁"。 是不是很搞笑啊?呵呵。 
在地球村就不搞笑了,尤其是作为裁缝家的人,感到很可怜,可悲,可怕,可恨。一且都在于2点:1, 我们只做一件事,2, 我们没有精品意识,我们好大喜功,喜欢看到一堆东西,不管质量,多多益善。 
先说1, 老毛那会,全国只造原子弹,现在全国制造裤子。造原子弹没错,只造就错了,后来早裤子了,对了,可是把原子弹又丢了。 
再说2, 造裤子挺好的,中国人出来就知道老外穿的土了,可是fashion中心在米兰,巴黎,伦敦和纽约,没在义乌小商品城,为嘛阿?不用问了, 呵呵。如果这样说中国是世界工厂,13亿张嘴真的要反驳了,让老外得了便宜又卖乖,还中国威胁论,兔子也该急了。中国只有捡这些烂订单,和印尼,哥斯达黎加一样,(这里还有好多衣服是哥斯达黎加作的呢),老外不是做不了裤子,他们怕大量生产坏了名声(名声,婊子名声不好,中国货名声不好,小学生造句,意思一样),想想婊子从良后怎么给自己正名,就知道中国制造业多艰难了。就是不知道中国制造业主嘛时候想从良 *_*? 又不是不当婊子就活不下去,真是的。 (个人声明:没有歧视性工作者的意思,分工不同而已,都是劳动者,比吸血虫强多了。 这里就是借用一下,望不要介意)
我挺喜欢制造业的,比研发好,能亲自生孩子, 比光说不练强。 但先做研发,后进制造业,更能坚定我的精品意识。
知其很难,但还是自省:尽量不做婊子,不得已的话也要尽快从良。 知其难,而为知, 因其善!

有时能明白西人的思路了

中西文明,我想不出比这差别更大的一对同类了。
 
中国人,有千年文化积淀压箱底,但不同时代的人变化之大也是惊人的。以我而言,有时就很难理解westerners的思路。比如数细胞,他们会设计一个专门的机器,几千块钱, 耗材也挺贵的。 当时不禁暗笑:真是钱多烧的。 但不久就发现这个机器能做好多实验,关键是它是机器,误差是确定的。 不禁大悟,科学的思路,人只贡献大脑, 其他的全要靠机器,这就是科学的趋势,体力劳动密集作不了科学,顶多铺铺路,做出的大都有问题。
 
不用担心机器让科学人失业,呵呵,看来上帝对科学人的体力还是网开一面有所照顾阿:)

中华民族之缺点-1, 不量化

1。不定量,和德国人相反。 好多都凭经验,靠感觉。后果:没有长进,或长进不快,没有什么可以分析评估的纪录,何谈对症下药? 所以历史再悠久,是否值得夸耀还是要商榷一下,如果几千年都不断在作同样的事,和几十年的历史也差不多。 没有定量就没有证据可查,政治上是人治,谁最牛,最有经验,来治国, 社会进步没有评估的依据,谁也不知道今年比去年是好是坏,想比差多少,都知道差不多。是啊,一年一年是差的是不多,每月都一样,每天都是老路,sigh。 说白了,大部分人过的很糊涂。 但愿有一天,汉语字典里没有”差不多“这个词, 那就是龙族腾飞之日啦

德先生 赛先生

 
突然很有感悟,中国的德先生 赛先生, 还真的像人们说的那样子, 来了又走了。温家
宝SARS时在清华又提到二位老先生,可见这次可真是请神送神都容易, 人家走了我们还
不知道呢,来了SARS又想起来了。

中国在教育的投资占GDP0.6%, 真说不过去。在科研上就更少了。比较一下北美的科技,
中国的,sigh。。。盗版真是报国仇的好办法吗?能盗到什么时候?到了民族研发全倒
下,民族创造力=0,就等着被掐脖子吧, 还不知道有多少不平等条约呢,历史是重演的
(如果没有意识到原因,还走老路的话)。老美不是傻叉,做科研没有好处他们才不干
呢。基础研究是费钱,但这是投资,投的多,回报更多。 古语有言:天道酬勤,不铺
路,跟屁虫,如何走在世界前列?走别人踩出的路是挺爽的,多省劲阿,但你不知道
trailblazer和你有多远,你也不知道他在路上埋雷没有。

印度是世界上最大的民主政体,印度发展也挺好的(当然也可能有自身的问题),但所见
所闻告诉我,印度的前沿走的不比中国慢,民主--〉互相帮助成为可能,--〉整个民族很
快就会赶上。 

总而言之,感觉好可怕阿,中国应该有危机意识了,中国威胁不了别国,只是自己的最大
威胁。国民还很浮躁,好大喜功,经济建设,面子问题, 但愿不要等病入膏肓也不觉
醒,将悔之晚矣。 
10月8日

性格决定命运

面对挑战软下去,只有失败,倔强的走下去,还有生的可能。
 
看的远,做的近,最看重今天,就一切OK

古语有言:骄兵必败

overconfident=lose
考车时太轻松了,大意失荆州,
 
只可惜了当天巨好的天气阿!
7月18日

RECOMMEND A SONG<TAKE ME TO YOUR HEART>

take me to your heart(English version of Kiss Off): Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you girl [Chorus] Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is - haven't got a clue Show me that wonders can be true They say nothing lasts forever We're only here today Love is now or never Bring me far away Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand and hold me Show me what love is - be my guiding star It's easy take me to your heart Standing on a mountain high Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky I should go and see some friends But they don't really comprehend Don't need too much talking without saying anything All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing 歌词写的挺好的,也挺有意思的,尤其是too much talking without saying anything, 就是说废话的功夫, 有的人真的挺强的, 一直再说话,就是没内容,太牛了,想不到英语世界里也有这种人,哈哈,说废话也是功夫,EN